what's wrong with blogger?@#$%^&* there seems to be a problem in blogger for dontknow how longgg.
blogger you sxcks :D! (i am just being friendly D:)
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hahas isn't it funnyy when i tell friends to continue living when noww i don't feel like.
isn't it funnyy when i was laughing and playing one minute but the next minute i wentt quiet and the smile that always used to be on myy face just disspeared into thin air.
isn't it funnyy when i just laughed with myy friends but the next minute i just felt like crying out.
isn't it funnyy when i felt so happyy i have all those friends around me and the nextt second i felt so lonely,no one likes me.
isn't it funnyy when i think i was guaix but the next day i think i am irritating.
isn't it funnyy when i could laughh all the wayy home and get crazeee and even sort of play in the bus but
deep inside myy heart<3 i jut felt like crying,felt sad,lonely,miserable.
isn't it funnyy when i really wanted to cry out loud but i just can't resist to stop all the tears so that no one sees me tearing. me is scared of being accused that i am attention seeker.
isn't it funnyy when i tryy to do all sorts of funnyyy things and say funnyy stuffs just to see the smile on myy friends face but i myself feels so D': inside.
isn't it funnyy when i just tryy so hardd to smile but i failedd. i am just a pathetic failure isn't it?
isn't it funnyy when i used to have height phobia but nowww when i looked down of the buildings there are no feelings in me.
isn't it funnyy when i used to think i am a luckyy andd fortunatee girl,but nowww i think i am so unluckyy to be brought to this world.
幸福?.행복?HXTE this shxtty feeling inside me nowww.
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after school was
funnn.
laughed alot while trying to make myy friends laugh too but something in me seems wrong todayy. some of the things doesn't seem funnny to me anymore,it ain't the same. it changed. not like before,where i could just laugh at anything andd not nowww. i really doubt it,i really wondered whyy isit like this noww?
D:!
Thursday, August 20, 2009