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need you now,
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the girl next door

XIAOPIN,
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Monday, August 31, 2009

morning was like shxt D: i almost cried. but thanks alot to those who cared for me especially SHIRLYN&SZEMIN. and not forgetting CHERYL&YANJUN as YANJUN was the first to tell me not to cry in the hall. its lucky that when i am crying not alot poeple sees me,and just do their own things and not there to see myy ugly face.went back to the class and SZEMIN and CHERYL followed me as i walked around doing nothing because i just dont want to think about anything anymore. then went to sit on the teachers' table felt so tired of everything,lied down on the table but somehow SZEMIN,CHERYL,ISABEL was able to make me laugh,and thats when they mention whatever idols i have. (YYL,SJ and more)
shall not talk about those again..i am not smiling again.shall talk about other things to not let me remember those feelings.

teachers' day celebration was !@#$%^&* but some performances were not as bad though.
SZEMIN won a prize.skittles,then ate some of them THANKS SZEMIN&SORRY for eating so muchh of your prize iloveyou. <3 they played BIGBANG songsss wheeeee :D then sang with the muzic but XINYI ah XINYI s.t.o.p dancing hahahas :D but itds funnyy to see her dance dontknow whyy. hahahs and the tooooopidd retarded junliang luhhhs keep pulling my bag, grrrr. but nevermind i hit junliang.jeremy.XINYI's leg.pulled herman hair haha wheeeee. i get to become a badgirl,hitting themm for nothing. ohyars and the bryan they all blew a balloon. then they throw it then pass to the classes next to us and eventually it was passed to the sec1 side and we all were laughing because of the balloon being passed there.
after the celebration went backk to ZHONGHUA! wheeee.i get to see myy primarysch friends and classmates. although we were very childish at those times but theres still alot of niceeee memories. all the laughter,tears and whatever!@#$%^&* i miss those days. :D anyways i was shocked to see the amount of people going backk altho not the whole class was there but i think compare to other classes we are lucky to see quite a sum of those familliar faces we used to see everyday 2 years back or instead it should be 3 years back then.


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i cut my bangs
Sunday, August 30, 2009

dont know whyy but the feelingg is backk. i cant smile again,hope it will be gone tomorrow.
suddenly felt like listening to 黃鴻升(小鬼)song so i was offff to listen to 「不屑」.
shall post the mv a few days later when its out.
the lyrics quite meaningful to me i think.
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了,受傷不會流血,悲傷也不會流淚
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就讓我僞裝我嘴角不屑,讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍,允許我保留我最後一點點特權
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我只是世界上物種絕種的絕類,悄悄的失眠了一光年
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不需要有同類傳染頹廢,不需要愚昧的尊嚴,不需要去偷竊你的思念,自我安慰

i cut myy bangs. wheeee


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Friday, August 28, 2009

tooooopidd locd shxt made me stayy backk after school. and this means i have to reach home late and sleep late cuz i have to watch the midnight ylbfb!@#$%^&*
shxt you mann locd you sxcks HAHAHAS! :D

i think j*y*e doesnt like me,she aint the same towards me anymore whyyy? isit because she hate me and think i am irritating?


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Thursday, August 27, 2009

was asked to blog by SARAH! :D
seee i so guaix she tell me blog i come blog.
but today so sian nothing to say,
yogurt came to our class then ate in class.3packets of pocky&chrysanthemum tea is :DDDDD!
yogurt didnt care.e.e.e.e.e so i just ateateate and i shall growwwww fattttt. D: but i don't care.eh.eh.eh.eh.eh
hahas
tomorrow is tooooopidd locd. shxt you shxt you. sianx lor. grrrrr!@#$%^&* shooo off locd i hate youu. niga mibda D:!

offf to yt and listening to xfm.


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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

offfff to kovan afterschool with XINYI.CHERYL.ISABEL.PEIYI.chungsze.clement. :D
ate kobayashi HANGUL! laughed quite some went abit crazeee tooo hahas :D

shall i go offf to YT? cause i scared i go liao will not stop watching the videos. and ohs shxt i just remember my homework!@#$%^&* havent do yet D:!
anyways shall go off i so guaix do homework. :D


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wheeeee.

wheeeeeee. i t.h.i.n.k the smile is coming back? theres hope yayness. :D
&& i didnt cryy today :)


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oohs yayness.
blogger backk to normal suddenlyyyy.
hahas just after i finish editing the blogskin which i changed wheeeee.

SARAH is SUPER CUTEEEEE! hahas
SOSORRY SARAH! iloveyou. <33333


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hateyouhate it!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009

its gone worst okays?!@#$%^&*
despite the cheering up by myy friends and classmates i still cried?
its not like i want to but,.. hais D: whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

it hapenned for 2 times somemore..during english lesson mrdaniel brought us to the library,then felt like crying but didnt cry out phewww i could stop it but when i got out of the library the first thing that happened was that the tears burst out fxck it! but thanks to those who asked if i was okay. thankthanks alot.<3

during history,sort of fought with SARAH but i dont know why i always thought she is angry and she thought i was when both was not. then i felt so !@#$%^&* cried quietly so that no ones know but managed to stop myself after awhile then when i heard SARAH'S voice i felt like crying again but i tried to tell myself to concentrate on copying down the corrections and not think aboiut it but unluckily i heard her again after copying and there was nothing else to distract me so i just fxcking cried again. went to the toilet to calm myself down,XINYI peiED me but she forgot take something so i was standing near the door and kengwee suddenly said something then i cried then he damn shock but i quickly ran out of the class. when i came backk kengwee still as shock hahas.

overall its like shxt. but if i were to stay at home i think i wont cry cuz i dont dare to cry at home when i feel down.


seems that almost every post was slashed?!@#$%^&*


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BIRTHDAY&jealousy. D:

its DENISEKHOO'S< BIRTHDAY!
its YESUNG'S BIRTHDAY! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
yayness.
butbutbut i jealous hahas cuz whyyyywhyyyy denise birthday same day as yesung? rahhhhhhs
but i dont really mind though hahahhas!


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the smile is not backk yet?
Monday, August 24, 2009

finally i am blogging after telling SARAH i will be blogging though its quite late and she offline liao hahas but anyways i think this might be a long one D:!

just needed some air,myy heart now is like !@#$%^&* i have no idea how to desccribe but it feels so damn heavy..just wanted to type it out and see if it helps.

shall start off with the morning. was sitting there as per normal then got a teacher came and said duno what hot one i tihnk he asking if we are hot then i said no we are not sexy hahahhas. tooooopidd sun made my eyes become small hahas.

homecons. cooked fried hokkien noddles yumyum nicer then expected but also so muchmuchmuch more saltier than expected. tooo salty but still considered okay. sister ate myy cooking yaynesss finally someone ate it :D!

ohyars SARAH,XINYI,JOYCE and me kept on singing DEG's JOKWON part "every night i 더러워, 씻어라!씻어라!" (every night i dirty, clean!clean!)
SARAH and me singing "랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄랄라"
XINYI and me singing "i want a supervisor! i am a kaiser!@#$%^&*@#$%^&*"
hahas i realise all the parts got JOKWON singing!

after that wsa guitar!@#$%^&* gonna buck up.work hard for myy japan trip hope mummy let me go D:!

after school was the worst part of today!@#$%^&*
was waiting for 53 to come at the bustop with CHERYL,XINYI,PEIYI,junliang,chungsze,jeremy..thennn,suddenly the tears just burst out.i duno why i cried but somehow i knew whyy but i not sure if it was the reason. i tried real hard to not let the tears roll down but i failed,i forced myself real hard to stop it but the more i stop it the more it wanted to roll down.held my head up highhh so that it wont drop but i failed. the 62A bus came i was relieved that it was not 53 so i wont have to go up a bus crying but soon the bus came. and i bet all the rest who were playing only knew that i was crying when i walked towards the bus.i quickly board the bus cuz it damn embarassing crying in front of so many people although i don't mind crying in front of myy friends but there were those 3 guys so i was like.~!@#$%^&* i was lucky as those lovely gfriends of mine surrounded me so that i wont be seen crying and thanks XINYI for letting me go to the corner as i was standing outside at first. thanks CHERYL PEIYI and XINYI reallly THANKSTHANKSTHANKS for cheering me up iloveyou. to the maxxxxxx didnt want to get down the bus alone and because i havent stop crying when i reach my bustop so i alighted with the rest. but the tears seemed to not be able to stop instead i cried harder. D: D: D: D: D:! ))))):!
as only me and XINYI will be walking the same way after reaching a traffic light she suddenly sang the "every night i 더러워, 씻어라!씻어라!" then i started laughing THANKS XINYI! i finally laughed although my tears sort of already stopped. but THANKS to youuu alotlotlot i laughed. then went to buy bubbletea with XINYI but in the end she didnt buy but THANKS for following me there to buy. cuz thirsty and bottle no more water then felt like drinking bubbletea so went to buy but sort of regretted cuz i wasted money again.

reached home but was luckyy my eyes wasnt that red afterall phewwww! anyways i duno whyy the sadness,the feeling was still here. shxt you shooooooo!

anyone here reading, i just wanted to say it out to try if i would feel better i 100% dont wanna any attention okays? hahas i scared people think that way D:! but anyways i think bloging didnt help muchh thought.


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whyyyyyyyyy?
Sunday, August 23, 2009

it does not belong to me,
its gone,
its not coming backk,

D:
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我的笑容掉了.
Saturday, August 22, 2009

blogskinn changED! yayness. :) no smiley forr me D:

a BIGBIGBGIG THANKYOU to those who cheered me up! iloveyou. all to the maxxxxxxx <33333
but still,i am sorry.the smile on my face seems to be lost and i still can't find it..have to search for it yeas?

quite longgg ago but its niceeee,and some parts reallyy described my feelings thats why i posted it.

有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼


我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣


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Friday, August 21, 2009

the controlling or tears came backk today. i dont know why but when i hear or see others playing happily while i am doing the work alone i just felt like crying. maybe its just me being selfishh?
the loneliness came backk. the f.a.k.e smile was backk too. it just can't go away,shooo it but failed. F-A-I-L-U-R-E thats me

it's KIBUM'S BIRTHDAY hahahas <3
SEUNGHYUN'S BIRTHDAY is todayy too! yayness <3

FT Island <3
SUPERJUNIOR <33
HWAITING! <333


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Thursday, August 20, 2009

what's wrong with blogger?@#$%^&* there seems to be a problem in blogger for dontknow how longgg.
blogger you sxcks :D! (i am just being friendly D:)
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hahas isn't it funnyy when i tell friends to continue living when noww i don't feel like.
isn't it funnyy when i was laughing and playing one minute but the next minute i wentt quiet and the smile that always used to be on myy face just disspeared into thin air.
isn't it funnyy when i just laughed with myy friends but the next minute i just felt like crying out.
isn't it funnyy when i felt so happyy i have all those friends around me and the nextt second i felt so lonely,no one likes me.
isn't it funnyy when i think i was guaix but the next day i think i am irritating.
isn't it funnyy when i could laughh all the wayy home and get crazeee and even sort of play in the bus but deep inside myy heart<3 i jut felt like crying,felt sad,lonely,miserable.
isn't it funnyy when i really wanted to cry out loud but i just can't resist to stop all the tears so that no one sees me tearing. me is scared of being accused that i am attention seeker.
isn't it funnyy when i tryy to do all sorts of funnyyy things and say funnyy stuffs just to see the smile on myy friends face but i myself feels so D': inside.
isn't it funnyy when i just tryy so hardd to smile but i failedd. i am just a pathetic failure isn't it?
isn't it funnyy when i used to have height phobia but nowww when i looked down of the buildings there are no feelings in me.
isn't it funnyy when i used to think i am a luckyy andd fortunatee girl,but nowww i think i am so unluckyy to be brought to this world.幸福?.행복?
HXTE this shxtty feeling inside me nowww.
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after school was funnn.
laughed alot while trying to make myy friends laugh too but something in me seems wrong todayy. some of the things doesn't seem funnny to me anymore,it ain't the same. it changed. not like before,where i could just laugh at anything andd not nowww. i really doubt it,i really wondered whyy isit like this noww?
D:!


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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

todayyy kpopED abit during muzic lesson..ilove the music lesson,the teacher doesn't really care and watch her movie she just let us talk but we must not be loud she's great :D!
p.e was okayokays.quite funnn,we played dodge ball.a game i am good in hahas,when everyone else is playing volleyball i am playing dodgeball instead thats why i am good in it HAHAHAS! but in the end i got hit by a toooopidd ball from behind as those attackers were standing in circle and this means every side will have people trying to hit youu and thats how i got hitted from the backk where i can't see. roarrrr lols.
ate my lunch in school.i am 진짜 guaix!@#$%^&* :DDDDD!

blogger is acting like a retard!@#$%^&* i can't post any pictures since don't know when till nowww. grrrr!@#$%^&* wanted to post some pictures cannnns?
i am gonna watch [SCANDAL MAKERS] with JOYCE&SARAH! yayness! :) <3
WANG SUK-HYUN! <3 the cute little 6 years old idol of mineee :D!


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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

shall not talk talk about school :DD!
reached home at 2PM <3 :DDD! this proves that i am guaix to those who doesnt knows me and says i am not :D! seee i am actually that guaix and i dint buy a single food today i brought bread from home and cook food myself for lunch! HAHAS
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i am offically in L.O.V.E with this little 6 years old boyy,wang seok hyun왕석현! there's only one word to describe himm..CUTE! hahas..ilove that smirk on his face it seriously makes me laugh and wants to go hugg him puhahas! i want to be his noona.
hahas shall upload some videos of him&some of the videos have his cute smirk! <33333







my fave one!


<333 :D!


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Monday, August 17, 2009

school was !@#$%^&* again&again. 2PM <3 hahahas :D
mrong din come to school today then a toooopidd teacher came in then i need sweep the floor..when i took the broom eugene suddenly FEILUNHAI whatever stuffs then i used the broom go sweep him then so whaaa such a big dust then the toooopidd teacher saw it then she say "thats not the way to sweep,girl" then i gave her a !@#$%^&* look :P
i don't care.e.e.e.e.e :D!
then recess time was wildbunny-ing with JOYCE,SARAH,XINYI laughedlaughedlaughed ilovethemm. luhhhs! <3
then during chinese lesson continue playing then we played a game then XINYI was trying to tell JOYCE and SARAH something got sort of pissed off.. i think more&more xiaoqi nowww.its coming backk i have to control myy temper hais. but i was really !@#$%^&* cuz its really very 烦, trying to say things which are like just anyhow say one this really makes me goes !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* cannns? hahas shall stopped saying it spoils myy mood. but the game was still funnnn :D then SARAH suddenly say "我是 JAEBEOM" (in hokkien somemore) hahas laughed like hxll thanks to SARAH :DDDDD!

During guitar us guitarians learned how to play love story by taylor swift :D yayness finally something not classical or whatever!@#$%^&* but its still not the best hahas..you know what i want.. :D

after guitar was the part i laughed most and the chinese period too..laughed like madd. i was imitating aunty lucy :D "so embarassing" then PEIYI they all started laughing hahas then PEIYI and ME used our butt to play the piano :D! hahas its funnn :X shhhhh! it shan't be spilled out :D! bused home then its like the bus filled with our noise. it doesnt seem like public to us kept playing hahahas :X!

shall end my post here its getting wordyyyyyyy! D:!

<3 :(!


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Friday, August 14, 2009

schoolx was shxtty..
literature lamlo came in. shooooo her!shoo her!
blahblahx
went to backgate for lunch with CHERYL,PEIYI,ISABEL..junliang and clement joined us at the bubbletea shop cuz they there too. then when going back home i went in to school first..on the way backk school clement and junliang pulled our hair then all the girls re-tying their hair lols. then i join in the funnn. pulled PEIYI,ISABEL'S hair but not CHERYL didnt get the chance to ):! ISABELNEO ah you tie hair veryvery longg lehx!

hahas then when i busing home SARAH called and ask me where me? i told her i in bus..she thot i going to wait for her and go home together lols. SO SO SO SORRYYYY SARAH [dara]..(she insisted that her name is dara..told me call her dara hahas then she took myy phone and change the contact in my phone from sarah. to sarah dara. !@#$%^&*)


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Thursday, August 13, 2009

hell-ohs! :D!
this is gonna be a shorter than usual post :D!
don't feel like blogging what happened HAHAS!
i shouldn't even be using the computer at this point of time lols. its seems that i don't care.e.e.e.e.e
but i careee okays? hahahas
shxt me i should be studying more nowww.

nowww still watching videos..currently watching those that i didn't manage to finish watching due to the stupidd yt or shall i say the yt and myy internet for being so retardd. HAHAS :)

andd ohyarrs our class de people really got wierdwierd appetite cannns?

as i promisED this is gonna be a short post :D!

byebyes. <3


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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

the music teacher is damn good hahas she let us talk de :D!
then during music CHERYL;XINYI;ME dancing to GENIE! :)) HAHAHAS! everytime dancee this :FUNNFUNNFUNN!
then after that pulled out people's socks tats even funn-er! (:

afterschool.
went to wait for mr.daniel with SHIRLYN then after awhile some of the others came to join us waiting ..lazyyyy mention so manyyy names
...but in the end mr.daniel forget to tell us he got oral exams then we stood there like dumbies waiting for him lols. then after blahblahblah we kept calling SHIRLYN DEARRR!
anddd after that..
offf to hougangmall&plaza.. with CHERYL;XINYI;ISABEL;PEIYI! :D!
looking for wallet again..this sxcks carn find any again D:!
then went AHBELL went home first and the rest of us go PEIYI'S hellokitty shop..me and XINYI was like ...this shop really not for us HAHAS..
XINYI,PEIYI went home first while CHERYL pei me go backk hougang mall THANKS CHERYL dear! iloveyou. <3
then CHERYL'S sisters and mummy was there too then went to find her sisters and mum..felt so awkard there hahas then went home first!
andandandd one more thing CHERYL'S younger sister ANGIE looks like YOONA of SNSD hahahas! but all of them say she don't only i tihnk so DD: wakakas

shall end myy boring post here :D <3


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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

school was boring as usual!
starting to hatex schoolx!@#$%^&*
i don't know whyy?!

SARAH kept telling me to talk to her handd. badgirl.

stayed back at school to do homework..dun felt like talking cuz i dun wanna stay at school but had to..all thot i angryy LOLS! i just dun feel like talking! sorry if i din talk to you just now :D!
THANKS XINYI for cheering me up :)! iloveyou. <33333
andd SARAH i wasn't angry with you HAHAHAS! you said wo ai ni when you getting down the bus! :DDD! hahhas you so cute luhhhs! hahas iloveyou. too <33333
i know you very guaix dunid pei me go out tomorrow! :D!

VINCERE thot i angry with her too hahas but i wasnt the truth is i was not angryy at all! :D! i wonder whyy you think so cuz you din do anything! HAHAS <33333.

i am gonna use this computer for 1hour only which means 30moreminutes left.. din wanna go YT at first but i felt like going nowww. hahas shall go YT awhile later ohyarr i just simply carn find JOYCEE account..wondering how did SARAHH found it :D!

XIAOPIN is offf to YT!<3


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school was boring as usual!
starting to hatex schoolx!@#$%^&*
i don't know whyy?!

SARAH kept telling me to talk to her handd. badgirl.

stayed back at school to do homework..dun felt like talking cuz i dun wanna stay at school but had to..all thot i angryy LOLS! i just dun feel like talking! sorry if i din talk to you just now :D!
THANKS XINYI for cheering me up :)! iloveyou. <33333
andd SARAH i wasn't angry with you HAHAHAS! you said wo ai ni when you getting down the bus! :DDD! hahhas you so cute luhhhs! hahas iloveyou. too <33333
i know you very guaix dunid pei me go out tomorrow! :D!

VINCERE thot i angry with her too hahas but i wasnt the truth is i was not angryy at all! :D! i wonder whyy you think so cuz you din do anything! HAHAS <33333.


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Monday, August 10, 2009

grandma house was bored..escapED :D!
went to bugis mee ISABEL.yunlong
then they threw me sweets!

then bell and yl wanted to go arcade so i no choice followed them then pull ahebll in toilet cuz i dun wanna play so instead we camwhored there..came out and i guaiguai pei ahbell play the drum thing me won :D! i guai ma :)!

then me and bell went to swensen's ate ice cream :) yl say he dun like so never eat then he din even go in HAHAHAS! then we two ate&chat for almost 1hour make him wait (:!
then i wanted to go vivo so mrtED there while walking to to mrt station me and bell say later we go in the bra shop see how yl will react hahas but in the end our plan failed cuz he din even go vivo left two of us he went soewhere else due to the ps-ing by us :D! then went vivo window+wallet shopping :DDD! me here looking for wallet cannns? find so long also carn find one nice de but todayy i saw one nice one it cost $50 :D! indeed it was window shopping :D!

after that nothing much to do then ahbell also need go home so i went back to ama house watch ndp (:!
HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAYsingapore :D!
and ohyars HAPPYbelatedbelatedBIRTHDAY XIAOMAN SISTER! see i so guaix :D


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Friday, August 7, 2009

school was shxtty. toooopidd clebration. but going straight to class instead of going to frc is greatt :) but abitbitbit of tears began dropping. i felt so lonely suddenly,somemore i was not feeling very well.this made me feel worse,but before that was funnn played with SARAHH.sort of "quarelling" with her was actually playing hahas shouted until mrong tell me to keep quiet hahas then i shifted my table and mrong told me to shift it back then i say dun want then he tell me shift back again so i told him to shift the table for me and he did :DD hahas then he said "this kind of small things need me help you do..." in chinese duhhh.

during "celebration" pincipal filled with crap. talk so long somemore talk for 2 times?!@#$%^&*
almost fell asleep okays?!@#$%^&*

after the celebration went to eat mcbreakfast. and i wasted $5.85 on it. when i reached home after resting for a while the breakfast i ate was all threw out! i hate this feeling. D:!
i really wonder what is happening to my body nowww.for one day i threw up,the next day i was perfectly alright still can be so hyper and today i threw u again. this sxcks. DDDDD:
i shall lose weight :D vomit out those food i ate and then have no appetite for the next hourssssss.


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Thursday, August 6, 2009

was playing the piano after guitar then i play until halfway and turned to look beside me i was shocked..shall skipped what i saw cuz i dun think its nice to share it..then ran to the toilet..then i know the reason of why that thing happen liao kept cursing a particular person who was part of the fault causing those things to happen.

bused home with CHERYL&XINYI..it was quite unusual..no one talked on the bus.felt so quiet,i felt lonely and sad.
was sort of reflecting upon myself. i sort of regretted cursing that particular person,felt so sorry for that person even though i duno if that person knows i was cursing him anot. i almost cried but kucky for me i din cuz i was on the bus if anyone sees it i will be like !@#$%^&*
as i said i was sort of reflecting upon myself. i realised that
i was so selfish
i am just those friend that no one should have cuz i am a bad one
my attitude sxcks.
and the worst thing of all is that,i think noww people really hates me or they are going to start to hate me. i got the feeling that CHERYL finds me a nuisance and she dont like me D:.
sometimes i feel that people thinks that i am really irritating.
there are so many out there who hates me.

used to think that my life was great,loved myself then. but as time time passed i was proven wrong...not only the others but me hates myself too.

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

shall skip yesterday post. wanted to post but in the end no chance to...
anyways today after school i straight away go home lehx. guaix right?!@#$%^&* btw during p.e my touching syndrome came backk LOLS! so poor thing..DENISE.YANJUN.FANGIE.ISABEL. i so sorry but the syndrome just came to me that minute HAHAHAS! but seriously i dun see the point of apologising to them except to YANJUN and BELL the other two might not even know this blog luhhhhhs.
afterschool..bath and went to amkhub with SARAHH!
OMG today i so early bath WAKAKAS..
then go there for awhile nia wanted to study but in the end we din. i brot my whole file there but i din study a single bitttt. :D!
butbutbut i bot the subway cookies for sister&mummy! :D yumyum but i havent even take it out from my baggy now. i wonder if mummy can eat anot since she not feeling well too.. RESTWELL.TAKECARES.GETWELLSOOOON mummy :D!
reach home with a not very well feeling...then watched ylbfb dozed off for 15min? cuz i wasnt feeling very well so sleep awhile in the end slept for 15min then wake up..the next second when i woke up i was in the toilet. P.U.K.I.N.G! DDDDD:
ihatethisfeeling!


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Monday, August 3, 2009

school was shxtty!Q@#$%^&*
during english mrdaniel started talking about hiv and aids cuz shawn din cometoday then kester started saying duno what reason then shixiang say he go check if he got hiv..then mrdaniel say what is check got aids..then what hiv then got aids or what din really listen clearly to it..then he told us the full name of these two wierd stuffs..gravely he is getting mroe and more horny i think its due to ster and shawn HAHAS!

homeecons was FUNNNN! butbutbut the pancake i made was like shxttt. and i ahd to eat shxtt D:!i am gonna make those pancakes some other day AGAIN and AGAIN. :D! make a nicer one. :D

chinese took a test i din even know got this test i only know need learn duno what word then the test need use those word de.. before mrong say need learn it for test i thot those words for spelling HAHHAS! i am gonna get poor resuts AGAIN AND AGAIN D:! sobsob.

afterschool stayed in classroom awhile then mdmchua came in to the classroom then was chatting with VINCERE CHERYL XINYI PEIYI ISABEL and duno who then chua talked to some of them then she kept telling me to not keep talking and be more quiet during lesson as i was always talkingtalkingtalking :D! XINYI was eating mango at the corridor then mdmchua walked to the corridor there thn i kept following behind her for funn then XINYI say CHOCOLATE is my medicine then VINCERE&ME followed chua to her staffroom she gave us chocolatesss :D! then me and VINCERE kept shouting at each other..she say khun was better and i shouted back taec nicer then chua was like LOLSSSS. then at class was shouting about the same thing with ISABEL but this time round was the SJ members! HAHAHHAS! melovesthemmmall.

for the whole day me and XINYI and CHERYL kept dancing the GENIE dance :D! VINCERE.YANJUN.PEIYI is gonna become more k-pop le they are startingnow influenced byy us :D! hahas HAPPY!SMILE! more people to k-pop with :D!

guitar was !@#$%^&*
53ed home with PEIYICHERYLXINYI then kept laughing in the bus..
came home with myy BUBBLETEA! :D SMILESSS!

this is gonna be a wordyyyyyy post haiss D:!
i dun think anyone will even be reading okays?
blahblahblahhhh


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