was playing the piano after guitar then i play until halfway and turned to look beside me i was shocked..shall skipped what i saw cuz i dun think its nice to share it..then ran to the toilet..then i know the reason of why that thing happen liao kept cursing a particular person who was part of the fault causing those things to happen.
bused home with CHERYL&XINYI..it was quite unusual..no one talked on the bus.felt so quiet,i felt lonely and sad.
was sort of reflecting upon myself. i sort of regretted cursing that particular person,felt so sorry for that person even though i duno if that person knows i was cursing him anot. i almost cried but kucky for me i din cuz i was on the bus if anyone sees it i will be like !@#$%^&*
as i said i was sort of reflecting upon myself. i realised that
i was so selfish
i am just those friend that no one should have cuz i am a bad one
my attitude sxcks.
and the worst thing of all is that,i think noww people really hates me or they are going to start to hate me. i got the feeling that CHERYL finds me a nuisance and she dont like me D:.
sometimes i feel that people thinks that i am really irritating.
there are so many out there who hates me.
used to think that my life was great,loved myself then. but as time time passed i was proven wrong...not only the others but me hates myself too. 3
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