the smile is not backk yet?
Monday, August 24, 2009finally i am blogging after telling SARAH i will be blogging though its quite late and she offline liao hahas but anyways i think this might be a long one D:!
just needed some air,myy heart now is like !@#$%^&* i have no idea how to desccribe but it feels so damn heavy..just wanted to type it out and see if it helps.
shall start off with the morning. was sitting there as per normal then got a teacher came and said duno what hot one i tihnk he asking if we are hot then i said no we are not sexy hahahhas. tooooopidd sun made my eyes become small hahas.
homecons. cooked fried hokkien noddles yumyum nicer then expected but also so muchmuchmuch more saltier than expected. tooo salty but still considered okay. sister ate myy cooking yaynesss finally someone ate it :D!
ohyars SARAH,XINYI,JOYCE and me kept on singing DEG's JOKWON part "every night i 더러워, 씻어라!씻어라!" (every night i dirty, clean!clean!)
SARAH and me singing "랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄랄라 랄랄랄라"
XINYI and me singing "i want a supervisor! i am a kaiser!@#$%^&*@#$%^&*"
hahas i realise all the parts got JOKWON singing!
after that wsa guitar!@#$%^&* gonna buck up.work hard for myy japan trip hope mummy let me go D:!
was waiting for 53 to come at the bustop with CHERYL,XINYI,PEIYI,junliang,chungsze,jeremy..thennn,suddenly the tears just burst out.i duno why i cried but somehow i knew whyy but i not sure if it was the reason. i tried real hard to not let the tears roll down but i failed,i forced myself real hard to stop it but the more i stop it the more it wanted to roll down.held my head up highhh so that it wont drop but i failed. the 62A bus came i was relieved that it was not 53 so i wont have to go up a bus crying but soon the bus came. and i bet all the rest who were playing only knew that i was crying when i walked towards the bus.i quickly board the bus cuz it damn embarassing crying in front of so many people although i don't mind crying in front of myy friends but there were those 3 guys so i was like.~!@#$%^&* i was lucky as those lovely gfriends of mine surrounded me so that i wont be seen crying and thanks XINYI for letting me go to the corner as i was standing outside at first. thanks CHERYL PEIYI and XINYI reallly THANKSTHANKSTHANKS for cheering me up iloveyou. to the maxxxxxx didnt want to get down the bus alone and because i havent stop crying when i reach my bustop so i alighted with the rest. but the tears seemed to not be able to stop instead i cried harder. D: D: D: D: D:! ))))):!
as only me and XINYI will be walking the same way after reaching a traffic light she suddenly sang the "every night i 더러워, 씻어라!씻어라!" then i started laughing THANKS XINYI! i finally laughed although my tears sort of already stopped. but THANKS to youuu alotlotlot i laughed. then went to buy bubbletea with XINYI but in the end she didnt buy but THANKS for following me there to buy. cuz thirsty and bottle no more water then felt like drinking bubbletea so went to buy but sort of regretted cuz i wasted money again.
reached home but was luckyy my eyes wasnt that red afterall phewwww! anyways i duno whyy the sadness,the feeling was still here. shxt you shooooooo!
anyone here reading, i just wanted to say it out to try if i would feel better i 100% dont wanna any attention okays? hahas i scared people think that way D:! but anyways i think bloging didnt help muchh thought.